Betrayal

I was in bed with another man. We were having sex but I did not feel anything towards him. But the intensity was enough for the moment.

I could not decide if I would tell my husband or not. If I were to tell him, I know it would mean the end of a marriage that had just begun. I chose wrong. He realized I had cheated on him and was give 2 days to leave the house. Emotionally I was destroyed. One choice had ruined the rest of my life. What was I to do? The man that I loved had just ended all ties with me and wanted me out of his life.

I packed the essentials but did not have anywhere to go and only $50 to my name. He saw me in tears but still did not care. What I had done to him was evil enough. I could see the hatred in his eyes. I had torn his heart into pieces.

All of a sudden I was in a taxi deciding where I was going when I realized I had no one to turn to. In every one's eyes I was the most disgraceful person. And that was how I felt.

I found out I was pregnant. But from who? My Husband or my mistake? What was I to do with this child? Keep it or abort it? Would either one of them want to be father of this child? Would they even want me in their life? Could I provide a good home and love this child?

I went back to my husband attempting to explain to him what had happened and tell him I was pregnant. After all the tears and explanations he had decided that.......

I woke up to the sight of him laying right next to me. Wondering what he would do if I were to ever betray him and be in this position.